sabato 25 agosto 2007

Today's One-Line Poem


I can't stand this unlife anymore, I've gone to be reborn....

lunedì 20 agosto 2007

I jus...

I just noticed that when I'm on my computer nowadays, I've stopped listening to music.Maybe that's why I'm depressed. I used to listen all the time, and I just don't anymore. I still love the stuff like a drug, I'm just...I stopped craving the high.......I dunno.....

giovedì 9 agosto 2007


So today's be...


So today's been crappy.I forgot to do my American HW, and I don't know if I got away with showing her old stuff.I yelled at Nicole in front of everyone. I feel kinda bad, but that had been building up for a while, and it needed to get out, and I never see her or talk to her outside of lunch anymore. 'Cole, I love ya, and when you're ready to talk to me, let me know......Ingram's absence was nice. God I hate that man. We need to find a way to get him fired.....On a broader note, I've been really lonely lately. I feel like I never see my friends anymore, 'cept in class and at lunch. I miss people. Not specifically, just the public in general. I miss human contact. Everyone seems really annoyed by me lately, and I don't know what I'm doing wrong.I don't know. Maybe Miceli's right, maybe I'm just in a rut.......

Some th...

Some things to Do Before the Inauguration:1. Get that abortion you've always wanted.2. Drink a nice clean glass of water.3. Cash your social security check.4. See a doctor of your own choosing.5. Spend quality time with your draft age child/grandchild.6. Visit Syria, or any foreign country for that matter.7. Get that gas mask you've been putting off buying.8. Hoard gasoline.10. Borrow books from library before they're banned - Constitutionallaw books, Catcher in the Rye, Harry Potter, Tropic of Cancer, etc.11. If you have an idea for an art piece involving a crucifix - do itnow.12. Come out - then go back in - HURRY!13. Jam in all the Alzheimer's stem cell research you can.14. Stay out late before the curfews start.16. Go see Bruce Springsteen before he has his "accident".17. Go see Mount Rushmore before the Reagan addition.18. Use the phrase - "you can do that - this is America".19. If you're white - marry a black person, if you're black - marry awhite person.21. Take a walk in Yosemite, without being hit by a snowmobile or abase-jumper.22. Enroll your kid in an accelerated art or music class.23. Start your school day without a prayer.24. Pass on the secrets of evolution to future generations.25. Learn French.26. Attend a commitment ceremony with your gay friends.27. Take a factory tour anywhere in the US.28. Try to take photographs of animals on the endangered species list.29. Visit Florida before the polar ice caps melt.30. Visit Nevada before it becomes radioactive.31. Visit Alaska before "The Big Spill".32. Visit Massachusetts while it is still a State

lunedì 6 agosto 2007

I jus...

I just got my ass handed to me by four thugs with shotguns.....pWn3ddamn video games taking over my life.......

mercoledì 1 agosto 2007

The Chaos ...

The Chaos Theory makes me happy, because I think I can change the world, and sad, because I know I can't control how I do so and what effect it has.

lunedì 30 luglio 2007

Can't s...

Can't sleepJust watched the Blooper Reel from "Saved!"....Macaulay Culkin and Patrick Fugit (the main kid from "Almost Famous" - yeah, he's in it)......Watching them make out is the HOTTEST THING EVER!!!!

I wa...

I was gnawing on my wrist earlier.I just looked down.I left bite-marks on myself :-P

martedì 24 luglio 2007

I'm VERY confused........


Would anyone want to bang you? by phobiaName:Favorite Food:Wants to Bang you:This many times:183Quiz created with MemeGen!

lunedì 16 luglio 2007

We fail to repres...

We fail to represent, we fail to be content, we fail at everything we ever even try to attempt,And so the story goes.....

lunedì 9 luglio 2007

I can't seem despe...

I can't seem desperate,I can't talk too much,I can't call too much,I can't want too much,I need to cut down,I'm addicted,I'm a stalker,I'm obsessive,I'm protective,I'm jealous,I'm imperfect,I'm dealing with it.Late night entry - it should probably just be disregardedI'm just lonely at 2AM, no matter what time it is.........

domenica 8 luglio 2007

Happy I...

Happy I am :-DYour soul is DARK. You aren't too happy with yourlife, though you may feel you should be. You'reprobably solitary, pessimistic, brooding,possibly nocturnal, but mostly a generalunknown. You might have a hidden liking forpain and destruction, but you're probably moremasochistic that sadistic if that's true. (lookit up if you don't know what they mean!) Thosethat think they know you tend to place youcloser to evil on a scale of good and evil,which might not be true. What people see maynot be who you actually are. Some people fearyou and others mock you. What isn't reallyknown, though, is that you're not pure evil.You're just a mysterious, misunderstood - andsadly, forsaken - soul. What Is Your Soul's Trait? brought to you by Quizilla


What The Hel...


What The Hell Happened Last Night?
LJ Username What did you drink? You wake up in the morning next to: firebystarlight...who is wearing: a Tron costume...and rolls over to you to say: My God, you're supple!...and then: takes the day off work to stay in bed with you
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martedì 3 luglio 2007

I mis...

I miss the days when my room smelt of incense and sex; when the scent of two people entwined would consume you. Now it just smells stale and empty........

domenica 1 luglio 2007

I thin...

I think I win...............Would anyone want to bang you? by phobiaName:Favorite Food:Wants to Bang you:This many times:85Quiz created with MemeGen!

mercoledì 27 giugno 2007

Your Sexual Profil...

Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledeeNameYour Secret Kink ThingWhips. Your Sexual StrengthOpen-minded to ANYTHING...Your Sexual WeaknessYou're allergic to lube.Your Likely STDLymphogranuloma Venereum How Many Partners in Crime?Orgies count as many...SLUT!Quiz created with MemeGen!being that I'm allergic to EVERYTHING, I thought it was funny............

martedì 26 giugno 2007

Your L...

Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboatName/username/nickname:favorite color:best physical quaility:lipsbest personality trait:you don't follow the croudwill you marry your bf/gf that you have now?yes!when will you get married?July 3, 2020your kiss is:passionatePeople date you because:you're funnyQuiz created with MemeGen!

venerdì 22 giugno 2007

Love and Sex W...

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domenica 17 giugno 2007

Ok,Motion City ...

Ok,Motion City SountrackTsunami Bomb@ the Knitting Roomin NYCOn Dec. 8Anyone that wants to go, lemme know by Wednesday.....

Lately, I'...

Lately, I've been overcome by immense feelings of despair and loneliness. I think that may be what my crying was last night. It's like I'm slipping back into the role that I had before I was a freshman, or something even worse. I don't like what's going on right now...Has our conscience shown?Has the sweet breeze blown?Has all the kindness gone?Hope still lingers on.I drink myself of newfound pitySitting alone in New York CityAnd I don't know why.Are we listeningTo hymns of offering?Have we eyes to seeThat love is gathering?All the words that I've been readingHave now started the act of bleedingInto one.So I walk up on highAnd I step to the edgeTo see my world below.And I laugh at myselfAs the tears roll down.'Cause it's the world I know.It's the world I know.I drink myself of newfound pitySitting alone in New York CityAnd I don't know why.So I walk up on highAnd I step to the edgeTo see my world below.And I laugh at myselfAs the tears roll down.'Cause it's the world I know.It's the world I know.Yeah, I walk up on highAnd I step to the edgeTo see my world below.And I laugh at myselfAs the tears roll down.'Cause it's the world I know.It's the world I know.

venerdì 15 giugno 2007

I was listening ...

I was listening to the last song I posted, and singing along, and all of a sudden my voice cut out from under me and I started crying.It was really nice. I haven't cried like that in a while...

mercoledì 13 giugno 2007

a lovestruck romeo...

a lovestruck romeo sings the streets a serenadelaying everybody low with a lovesong that he madefinds a streetlight steps out of the shadesays something like you and me babe how about it?juliet says hey it's romeo you nearly gave me a heart attackhe's underneath the window she's singing hey la my boyfriend's backyou shoudn't come around here singing up at people like thatanyway what you gonna do about it?juliet the dice were loaded from the startand I bet and you exploded in my heartand I forget I forget the movie songwhen you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong juliet?come up on different streets they both were streets of shameboth dirty both mean yes and the dream was just the sameand I dream your dream for you and now your dream is realhow can you look at me as I was just another one of your deals?well you can fall for chains of silver you can fall for chains of goldyou can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they holdyou promised me everything you promised me thick and thinnow you just say oh romeo yeah you know I used to have a scene with himjuliet when we made love you used to cryyou said I love you like the stars above I'll love you till I diethere's a place for us you know the movie songwhen you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong?I can't do the talk like the talk on the tvand I can't do a love song like the way its meant to beI can't do everything but I'd do anything for youcan't do anything except be in love with youand all I do is miss you and the way we used to beall I do is keep the beat the bad companyall I do is kiss you through the bars of Orionjulie I'd do the stars with you any timejuliet when we made love you used to cryyou said I love you like the stars above Ill love you till I diethere's a place for us you know the movie songwhen you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong?a lovestruck romeo sings the streets a serenadelaying everybody low with a lovesong that he madefinds a convenient streetlight steps out of the shadesays something like you and me babe how about it? When you're sad, every song is about you.....

martedì 12 giugno 2007

Green l...

Green light, Seven ElevenYou stop in for a pack of cigarettesYou don't smoke, don't even want toHey now, check your changeDressed up like a car crashYour wheels are turning but you're upside downYou say when he hits you, you don't mindBecause when he hurts you, you feel aliveHey babe, is that what it isRed lights, gray morningYou stumble out of a hole in the groundA vampire or a victimIt depend's on who's aroundYou used to stay in to watch the advertsYou could lip synch to the talk showsAnd if you look, you look through meAnd when you talk, you talk at meAnd when I touch you, you don't feel a thingIf I could stay...Then the night would give you upStay...and the day would keep its trustStay...and the night would be enoughFaraway, so closeUp with the static and the radioWith satelite televisionYou can go anywhereMiami, New OrleansLondon, Belfast and BerlinAnd if you listen I can't callAnd if you jump, you just might fallAnd if you shout, I'll only hear youIf I could stay...Then the night would give you upStay...then the day would keep its trustStay...with the demons you drownedStay...with the spirit I foundStay...and the night would be enoughThree o'clock in the morningIt's quiet and there's no one aroundJust the bang and the clatterAs an angel runs to groundJust the bangAnd the clatterAs an angelHits the groundWhich do you think is worse:To be close in your hearts and torn apart in the world,or to be next to each other and grow distant?Also, the last four lines are amazing...(not that the rest of the song isn't)

giovedì 10 maggio 2007

ravnosx26

And even though the moment passed me byI still can't turn away'Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd loseGot tossed along the wayAnd letters that you never meant to sendGet lost or thrown awayAnd now we're grown up orphansThat never knew their namesWe don't belong to no oneThat's a shameBut if you could hide beside meMaybe for a whileAnd I won't tell no one your nameAnd I won't tell em' your nameAnd scars are souvenirs you never loseThe past is never farDid you lose yourself somewhere out thereDid you get to be a starAnd don't it make you sad to know that lifeIs more than who we areWe grew up way too fastAnd now there's nothing to believeReruns all become our historyA tired song keeps playing on a tired radioAnd I won't tell no one your nameAnd I won't tell em' your nameI won't tell em' your nameMmm, mmm, mmm,I won't tell em' your name? Ow!I think about you all the timeBut I don't need the sameIt's lonely where you are come back down,And I won't tell em your name This song reminds me of Kurdt Cobain, and how he wasn't ready for anything that happened to him. Maybe they wrote it about him